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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 24, 2008, 12:52 PM
  • Mood: Tired
Not submitted anything since August? Impressive. Kinda ventured over to fictionpress.com and just haven't posted photos really. Or written tbh.
Someone reminded me I actually had this account today, so I've had a quick sweep through deleting bits as I can do much better now, in my opinion (do tell me if I'm wrong!).
Will add some new bits another time maybe.
Sorry if I deleted stuff that you've favourited (quite a few of those I'm afraid), I just don't want it cluttering up the rest! Gonna delete quite a bit more soon...
Also, I apologise for what looks like a v recurrent theme in the gallery!
See you guys soon perhaps. xxx

just a quick update

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 18, 2007, 7:30 AM
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: rain
been neglecting dA so just wanted to say congrats to everyone on results and I have some stuff to post up here, it's just getting around to it that's more of a problem.

Things have been a bit chaotic lately, in more ways than one, but there really isn't enough time or energy here for me to go into anything right now!

I'll just post some stuff up before we go back to school - I've been putting it off for too long.

j'ai fini!

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 6, 2007, 9:16 AM
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Reading: NOTHING! for once...
  • Watching: my future come one step closer...
finally!

exams be OVER.

shiv's partAY on fri - well looking forward to it! ^^

even if i am skiving dress rehearsal for prancing.

and i skived the last lesson

and i'm going to work wen it's the technical rehearsal.

LOL.

oh well nm!

i think i'm going to SLEEP tomorrow.

3 exam days on a total of about 12-15 hours sleep is not fun!

if you still go tmore, gd luck!

bank holiday would be a gd time to panic

Journal Entry: Thu May 24, 2007, 8:11 AM
  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Reading: ENGLISH NOTES
  • Watching: life pass me by
me.

alone.

opening up boots, alone, for the first time ever.

organising a locum pharmacist.

teaching a girl i've never met before (a saturday girl) how to go through a sunday routine.

she'll never have cleaned the chillers, price checked and probs have done almost no excess before.

oh god.

OH GOD.

SHIT!

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Journal Entry: Tue May 15, 2007, 12:22 PM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: a mixture of stuff
  • Reading: reaper man - dave lent it to me - odd but gd
  • Watching: time creep by
  • Eating: too much, as per usual
  • Drinking: not enough, according to mother dearest
decided i ought to update - been neglecting this lately

so.... *deep breath*

exams be upon us yet again. and this time they matter. which hasn't quite kicked in. i feel far too relaxed. not a good sign.

life is on the up (and the down)

the hospital confirmed that my HMS is indeed in my feet, ankles, knees, hips, back, neck... pretty much everywhere... so have to swim 2 to 3 times a week somehow, and walk and cycle. eep. good thing we have study leave!

other than that, life is generally good. actually, that doesn't even feel like an issue at the moment, it's more other people trying tell me who i can have a relationship with and who i can't. i know things aren't always perfect. and i know that you're quite possibly right, and only looking out for me, but the determined sod that i am, i'm not ready to give up yet.

i miss my friends.

i love you guys, i really do. i'm sorry if i haven't shown it so much lately.

i really, really miss you.